ASSALAMUALAIKUM and HYE

BAE?? What happen dengan dia pun i hv no idea. Kadang okay kadang tak. Baru je ni haa luah perasaan dekat aku konon nya cakap dia tak bagus lah apalah and blablabla. And mendorong aku tuk create entry pasal dia. Kalau baca mampus kau lah. Aku kutuk dalam diam. HAHAHAHA

Well, i know him since 2013. We started to know each other from facebook. Well, what they call "Cinta di Muka Buku" hahahah and aku pun tejebak kan ==' But masa tu he has someone else. Aku dengan dia pun masa tu just kawan jee. But, sometimes kiteowg mesra. I dont know since when i fall in love with him, but yaa TRUELY i do love him. Well, this is not fairytale ke apa but based on true story. Aku ada sorang kawan yang aku always cerita pasal lelaki dengan dia. Just 2boys jee yg aku cerita dekat dia *hujan dekat luar make me scared :( yang sorang of cause lah mamat ni, yang sorang lagi identiti dirahsiakan. Well, masa tu dia tahu semua pasal aku, pasal isi hati aku esspecially pasal mamat ni. And she also know yg aku dah fall in love dekat mamat ni. Macam mana bole jadi pun im not sure. Well, nak lagi dia masa tu belong to some one else so aku tanak kacau relay orang. Then, i decide to forget him and move on. Then i continue studied at  UITM ARAU, Perlis and meet someone. Accually, I tried to forget the 2boys in my heart. Thats why i trying to make new relationship. Then, im happy with it tapi takdir tuhan kan. I quit study and continue study in Kuantan. Orang kata kalau dah jodoh tak kemana kan? HAHAHA Well, after break a while as a friend with him. Di takdirkan aku jumpa balik dengan dia. Kuat jugak jodoh kita kan bae? hehehe


Suprise-ingly jugak lah dekat dia. And aku also. Tak sangka yg aku akan further study dekat Poli dia. Jodoh beb jodoh. HAHAHA Once again, takdir allah yg mana masa tu dia dah quit study atas sebab-sebb tertentu. But, sokay! As long as aku bole jumpa dia lagi tak jadi masalah. hahahaha
So, entah macam mana he become single. Then aku just kawan jelah dengan dia. *guruh bebb guruh nak nanges aku Aku tanak jalinkan relationship semata-mata sebb kesian or frustrated and etc. So aku just keep going dengan dia as friend. Lama-kelamaan, dia cuba amik hati aku *acewah sampailah satu masa aku fikir why not kan. Sebab dah lama kenal walaupun mungkn kata orang apa 'too early' tak salah mencuba. So, on date 07/06/2015 officially we're dates. But, aku tak suka kalau anniversary, jadi 3months, 4months and etc. Aku prefer utk gabungkan from the 1st we know each other which is 10/04/2013. It's almost 2years 7month. Sebab aku kenal dia dah lama. Sangat lama bebb. And sangat lama juga aku simpan perasaaan, kuburkan balik and suddently hidup. 'Allah plans better for us'



And know makin lama makin banyak yg aku tahu pasal dia. Kebaikan, keburukan, kelebihan, kekurangan and else. Satu persatu perangai dia aku tahu. Aku cuba terima and else. Aku jenis yg tak mengharapkan dia jadi mcm Hafiz Mahamad and Syafiqah Aina walaupun dia HAFIZal jugak. Aku terima semua apa yg dia ada. Since aku dah bagi seluruh hati aku dekat dia, i accept him as who he are. So, kdng aku spoil jugak lah bila part dia merendah diri cakap dia tak bagus mcm org lain. Eh hello pakcik. Did I told you to become more sweet, more kindness, more loviness and anywhat else? Tadekkan. So, stop pretending mcm-mcm about yourself.. Bukan kau je yg tak perfect. Aku pun sama. Banyak keburukan aku lebih dari kelebihan. Tapi kau terime jekan? Lain lah kau terime sebb terpaksa. Haaa tuu memang nak kene ahh citer dia. HAHAHHA








Well, kau tak hensem pun bae. Tak macam Muslim Ahmad, Aidil Zakwan, Aliff Aziz, Aman AF and blablabla~ Tapi aku tak tawulah apa yg ada dekat kau sampaikan aku bole jatuh cinta dengan kau ni... And susah sangat nak lupakan kau. Sampai kau dtg balik dalam hidup aku and now become a very special person in my life. haihh ~ hahahha Well, i just pray to God to keep this relationship long lasting forever InsyaAllah. I just want you become the last one for me. Moga jodoh kita panjang insyaAllah. Amminn..